My dad forces me into situations and uncomfort and he knows i dont like it?

i dont know why, but lately, i have been failing school on purpose, i dont do the work, and im just here, i just go with the flow, and when i get home from school i go upstairs and stay on my computer for hours, and i love that, i HATE being around people, i have always hated the obnoxious kids in my school that try to mess with me by saying "whats up jake!!" even though they know i dont want to start a conversation, and i hate when kids "go out" and break up the next day and in their aim info theyre always like ily and it just pisses me off, none of the kids match my personality, because i am a social outcast. so i choose to be alone and my dad is always thinking hes right and doesnt give one **** on how i like it, but he is making me do a bunch of worthless crap and making me socialize with ennoying kids i dont like. he made me give away my 3 hamsters which broke me inside, especially knowing my favorite one died of succocation in my hands (the vet was closed and i couldnt think of anything to do but to hold her and comfort her, until she faded away) and it broke me so bad, now i feel worthless and have thoughts of hurting others even though i know i wouldnt. I go to counclers and they make me enraged because they do nothing but waste my time) and now that my hamsters are gone ( i know it is strange being connected to rodents more than anyone else , but that was just me) and knowing they are gone makes me go crazy inside. i dont know what to do i havnt talked to my mom for 1 year and i turned 13 two days ago.